Breathe.

I don't care whatever things that may happen I don't really want to bother myself with those things. I don't think i want to get myself involved in any shit I don't want to be wallowing in self-pity. It just all came as a concidence,and even too good a timing Until the point that i cant even believe it myself even. Is this all god's will,or it's just the fate's prevail Something that i can't and will never escape? I thought everything was out of goodwill I imagined everything you said to be real I never even once doubted your sincerity And now you're telling all this arent true. I don't want to know that what i believed in was wrong I don't want to be deceived and yet be the last to find out. I don't want to be helpless with my flialing limbs I don't want to be sad because of you. Is everything just too late To the point of no return, Or it's just that it's been like this all this while I have myself to blame for this plight? ...

Everything just goes up in a wisp of smoke Nothing's left;not even dust or ashes. The excruciating pain that pierces Searing through my heart. I chose to believe, I chose to trust. I chose my own beliefs And i chose the wrong choice. Gone were the days of happiness Encroaching upon us now was a mere fleeting shadow Of jealousy,hatred and suspicion Enclosing us in our individual invisible spheres. It's not entirely your fault Nor anyone's else I just feel like a complete idiot For failing to see the grotesque side of truth. Yet again,there's always a silver lining At least that's what i hope. Maybe things have an inner meaning we fail to foresee And the past,present,future are not that bleak. Prove us wrong, Earn yourself justice. Win over our trust, Make us admit defeat. Will things return to what they were, Or they were never pretty from the start?

Aim,snap and fall. That's why the illusionary strands arent meant to bear the weight of falling dreams. Everything seems so weighty and heavy at that instant And it goes crumbling down with all that rubble. I don't see why some things are beyond our control I don't understand why some things are beyond our reach I don't comprehend why some things are beyond our means But i won't accept all these reasons that point to why. Working my way through the rubble Trying to gasp for a mouthful of air in between the pants The glimmer of hope i am trying to seek seems to flicker But the dreams i sought to weave will never waver. Enshrouded by the horrors caving in Surrounded by the darkness swallowing me Bounded by the entanglement of threats and dangers I am still a living entity,unfazed by all the fears. And that's just me.Accept me for what i am If not just take your leave and i won't intervene. No point having deceits and detestable lies Face up to the reality and ...

orientation ended last night =D On the 2nd day of orientation,there was chamber pdp performance.^_^ chamber just rocks lar..we played czardas,bratja and fotbb again.Just that there were more pple in the audi this time round-so we can promote chamber better lol.But then,the keyboard sucks like hell.Firstly the sustaining kept slipping off my feet and i had to try to grip it between my feet..so that it doesnt slide off the stage somewhat.And becos of that pedal,i couldnt concentrate on playing..so i sorta screw up the piano.But then again,the sound produced from the amplifier was so muffled and loud that it screwed up the whole song of bratja lar.-.- sorry pple..overall bratja was screwed.lol..czardas was good thanks to chin again..and fotbb is the combined effort of chin and cy which received a loud applause from the audience.great job guys you all rock the house down that time..we will have more pple joining chamber and nat wont have to be the lonely soul during sectionals anymore..=p ...