I don't care whatever things that may happen
I don't really want to bother myself with those things.
I don't think i want to get myself involved in any shit
I don't want to be wallowing in self-pity.

It just all came as a concidence,and even too good a timing
Until the point that i cant even believe it myself even.
Is this all god's will,or it's just the fate's prevail
Something that i can't and will never escape?

I thought everything was out of goodwill
I imagined everything you said to be real
I never even once doubted your sincerity
And now you're telling all this arent true.

I don't want to know that what i believed in was wrong
I don't want to be deceived and yet be the last to find out.
I don't want to be helpless with my flialing limbs
I don't want to be sad because of you.

Is everything just too late
To the point of no return,
Or it's just that it's been like this all this while
I have myself to blame for this plight?

Damn it.I hate myself now.

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