Thanks to chin for the flowers...u rock =D..
And here's a thanks to all the pple who have come down to support pas de deux!u guys rock!
A new normal. I guess I am adjusting to the way things are set around here. I am not sure if this is what I truly want, but the time passed is at least a tad more bearable without all the clashes and conflicts that ensue. It is perhaps not the most ideal arrangement, but minimally it causes less issues (or at least I hope). I don’t want to be that ‘fire starter’ that ignites and sparks off all the unhappiness. In a weird yet sombre way, I guess I do agree with PK at least in terms of the fundamental principles, even if the method is less than ideal. The distance wedged between the children and myself - is at least a protective cover that I can give them. The more I have contact with them, the more devastating effect I will create. At least there is time for peace, solace and quiet time of my own for reflection.
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