I hate you. To the core.
Yes will totally end this, if not for the kids.
Any feelings for you would have diminished.
I hate being coerced and forced. What’s there left? Just a. Lousy life of mine. Take it
A new normal. I guess I am adjusting to the way things are set around here. I am not sure if this is what I truly want, but the time passed is at least a tad more bearable without all the clashes and conflicts that ensue. It is perhaps not the most ideal arrangement, but minimally it causes less issues (or at least I hope). I don’t want to be that ‘fire starter’ that ignites and sparks off all the unhappiness. In a weird yet sombre way, I guess I do agree with PK at least in terms of the fundamental principles, even if the method is less than ideal. The distance wedged between the children and myself - is at least a protective cover that I can give them. The more I have contact with them, the more devastating effect I will create. At least there is time for peace, solace and quiet time of my own for reflection.
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