Breathe.

I am drowning in a carousel of thoughts once again..It seems never-ending,does it?Similar to that of a bottomless pit. Seriously i think i am beginning to lose the rigour and the enthusiasm in the things around me.Ok maybe except for chamber ensemble.=)Setting apart from that,i am beginning to isolate myself from people.Maybe it's a "i just want to be alone" syndrome.Beats me,but my mouth just don't feel like speaking up.And i don't like to mutter under my breath,so i literally remain unnoticed in a social circle.It's either that i don't feel like talking,or i am just lacking of sleep.But there's an underlying factor to this syndrome:Perhaps i have undertaken a change in attitude towards life,and decide to be more rational rather than intuitive.All along i have been telling myself that one must have a postive outlook,but i think it aint that bad viewing life from a different perspective.Not that i have become pessismistic,but momentarily i felt as if i...

It marks the beginning of hell; and now it signifies its end.No more poring over books nor burning midnight's oil.The stress in the past is now a stark contrast to what we are having now-hell loads of fun,and more fun!Bid farewell to the mugging days,instead please welcome the new season of joy.Embrace the arms of mother nature;slow down your footsteps for once to appreciate the beautiful things around you.It may be just a mere smile,a flower,a soft chime of the clock tower-yet it's all these very trivial matters that we tend to neglect.They actually consitute a very significant and important part of our lives.Take a step back people-this is the very place that we all live in. 16 november-i will remember this day till a long time.It's the end of o's!!!omg.Yet maybe we are too accustomed to e mugging days-that it sorta feels weird that everything's over.You can even burn all the papers if you want.then it suddenly dawned upon me that 2006 is coming to an end.The 2 ye...

Woah.I just realised it's a long time since i blogged.Been too caught up with stuffs lately.Alot of studying to be done-and there's a pact between me and my god brudda.We have to score A1s for o'levels.And i accepted the challenge.I was forced to anyway-left with no choice.Cos if i dun do well he will flop his exams for the first half of the year next year. Well,i seriously didnt noe i could influence him that much.Unknowingly as well.He looked up to me as role model-yet i reflect upon myself and dun find myself worthy of his respect.But now becos of what he said,i will try doubly hard this time for o's.You reap what u sow.that's what ppl always say.And that's true of cos.i mean like..u put in this much effort that's what u will get in return.So why not just do your best for this exam and we can play like hell later?Yes that shld be the case. So many things that happened.I am just tired of everything.Tired of trying.Tired of waiting.Tired of being myself.So ...

This blog is revamped.Renewed.Refurnished.And it has a legacy that continues. I have deleted all the past entries-and everything's going to start from scratch once again.Everything's gonna start anew and fresh,and this time round i am going to start a new story of my own. cheers to the re-opening of this blog.=D